“That’s right! The sum of the factors of 220 is 284, and the sum of the factors of 284 is 220. They’re called ‘amicable numbers,’ and they’re extremely rare. Fermat and Descartes were only able to find one pair each. They’re linked to each other by some divine scheme, and how incredible that your birthday and this number on my watch should be just such a pair.”
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The Professor was reading the note clipped in the most prominent spot on his jacket, the one he could never avoid seeing as he got dressed. “My memory lasts only eighty minutes.” I sat down on the edge of the bed, unsure whether there was anything more I could do for him. My mistake had been the simplest one—and perhaps the most fatal. Every morning, when the Professor woke up, a note in his own hand reminded him of his affliction, and that the dreams he’d dreamed were not last night’s but those of some night in the distant past back when his memory had ended—it was as though yesterday had never happened. The Professor who had shielded Root from the foul ball last night was gone. Somehow, I had never quite understood what it meant for him to wake up alone each morning to this cruel revelation.
“I’m your housekeeper,” I said, when the sobs had subsided for a moment. “I’m here to help you.” He looked up at me through his tears. “My son will come this evening. We call him Root, because his head is flat. You gave him that name.” I pointed to the picture of me on his jacket, grateful it had survived the bus ride home from the ballpark.
“When is your birthday?” he said. His voice was weak from the fever, but I was relieved to hear a sound other than sobbing.
“February twentieth,” I said. “It’s an amicable number, 220, good friends with 284.”
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[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]the go! team - huddle formation
keeping my head up
“Are they coming back already?” demanded the little prince.
“These are not the same ones,” said the switchman. “It is an exchange.”
“Were they not satisfied where they were?” asked the little prince.
“No one is ever satisfied where he is,” said the switchman.
" — The Little Prince, Antoine de Saint-Exupéry“Fred’s that boy upstairs? I didn’t realize he was a soldier. But he does look stupid.”
“Yearning. Not stupid. He wants awfully to be on the inside staring out: anybody with their nose pressed against a glass is liable to look stupid…”
" — Breakfast at Tiffany’s, Truman Capote
[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]björk - hyperballad
we live on a mountain, right at the top. there’s a beautiful view from the top of the mountain. every morning I walk towards the edge, and throw little things off, like car parts, bottles and cutlery, or whatever I find lying around. it’s become a habit, a way to start the day
I go through all this before you wake up, so I can feel happier to be safe up here with you
it’s real early morning, no one is awake. I’m back at my cliff, still throwing things off. I listen to the sounds they make on their way down. I follow them with my eyes till they crash, imagine what my body would sound like slamming against those rocks. when it lands, will my eyes be closed or open?
I go through all this before you wake up, so I can feel happier to be safe up here with you
[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]jeff buckley - lover, you should’ve come over
and maybe I’m too young, to keep good love from going wrong. but tonight, you’re on my mind so you never know…
too young to hold on / too old to just break free and run
always